Godspeed.

I really am my own worst enemy. But that's okay. I'd rather somehow that I end up hurting myself rather than someone else. I don't know what I want, sometimes I think it's you, other times I leap a mile away from even the thought of it. I think that the next little while will be quite interesting, whether interesting will turn out into a positive or negative manner, I have no idea. I don't want to know. I can handle it, I just don't want you to jump to fore-gone conclusions, to not stop themselves from doing something out of what their head thinks, and just take a chance, to follow their heart, to make 'mistakes', and just sometimes, those mistakes will turn out to be the right thing to do. Those 'mistakes' will eventually lead to the realisation that they aren't mistakes. If all the philosophy about our lives being mapped out ready for us to take is to be believed, then why do people put their actions down to being mistakes? You never do anything that you didn't mean to do, even if you do not realise it, subconsciously, you meant to more than anything.